>gettin' over. . .

Actually, this one’s called gettin’ over “Natra� (siyet, kinilabutan ako!).

I always tell people that a horror movie for me is waste of time and, a real pain in the ass and that Kris Aquinos’s “Feng Shui� was the last horror movie that I watched and the last horror movie that I will ever in my whole wide life watch. Reasons are bcoz I really had a hard time getting over the ghosts of lotus feet and the terror in Kris Aquino’s face specially when she realized that the people she’s talking to at the end of the film(her husband, two children, and friend named tita iforgotthename)were all DEAD! Some people can actually prove how that terror in Kris Aquino’s face was transferred to me.

I really have hard times getting over the terror in every horror flick that I watch (though very very few).

But unfortunately, as I was watching TV just this afternoon, I came into this seemed to be interesting flick on cinema 1.. I tried to help myself. But there I went, watching a tagalized version of seemed to be a Korean film called “The Shutter�. I’ve been avoiding watching this movie even though every people in my house brags about it And now, the thoughts of Natra’s ghost is bothering me. Seem to be walking around my room. Her position and how she was as dead in her boyfriend’s shoulders are flashing in my mind. Tonight’s Halloween.


Nakatayo pa rin mga balahibo sa batok ko.
I definitely won’t sleep alone tonight.
I cant.

>list

Here is a list of “I did something� for this sembreak. Some were an overwhelming success; but some, I don’t really know.

1. I actually painted my room and did some renovations.
2. Tried to watch, love, and be a fan (like any one in this house!!!!!!!!!) of the teleserye “rrrrrrrrrrrrrrRuby� but failed to become any of those mentioned before.
3. Almost got myself confined in a hospital (though didn’t plan).
4. Became a pbb reg viewer and pondered much on cas and franzen
5. Tried to revive my long lost talent – singing that is! LOL!! ……….but failed!
6. Slept tightly on most nights.
7. Talked on the phone for unlimited hours
8. Laughed a lot
9. Read good books (Brown’s and of an Indian author)
10. Ate. A. lot.
11. Went out with long lost friends
12. Watched a scary to death horror flick. (which is really really rare)
13. Watched some primetime news and got my self affected
14.Wondered on some irresolvable things
15. Had myself (w/ others) taken picture
16. watched the best and worst and the most boring movies of all time
17. took some pictures
18. Ate. A.Lot.
19. Cried.

20. Bummed around. (actually the summary of everything written here except for # 1)

>survey (2lad ng friendster)

Message:
1. are u serious wen it comes to relationships?
bitter

2. are you afraid of commitments?
eyppps. . .

3. are u a risk taker?
yes..definitely!!! too much.. (too bad)

4. wat can u say abt. long distance relationships?
it may work… in some ways

5. can u luv a person hu doesnt love u?
I wish I couldn’t… how I wish. . .

6. do actions speak louder than words?
yes.. better and work better

7. hav u felt/found true love?
dunno.. have no clear idea.. but I think.. it is true love .. but .. well.. too sad

8. how can u say that a person luvs you? dnt have an exact idea . . maybe you just feel love .. makes ya wanna float for the rest of the day {corney}

9. are you good in handling relationship?
[wrong ?]

10. willing to give everything?
almost.

11. best thing uve learned from loving?
that sometimes . . . it can be too bitter it could kill your soul . .

12. do u demand ur luv1 to change into someone that pleases u?nope.. cno ba ako? Would he care?
13. wud u let go of some1 u love?
I have to . . . some one I love… L I love..

14. are u a one woman man & vice versa type of person?
no doubt . . . I am 15. is sex important in a relationship? yes… in time

16. how do u express ur luv to sm1?
dunno. . .i couldn’t (too bad) hehe

17. wat is the major reason of a break up?fallin’ out of heaven (love)

18. most important ingredient in a relationship?
love

19. ever regret loving someone?
yepps… I do … right at this very moment..

20. one thing u hate abt love?
it sees what hurts . . and makes it flow to your veins..

21. one thing u like about love?
happy endings . . . Cinderella stories . . . smiles . . . joys. . .

22. worst thing u did to a love one?

love (clear enough)

23. are you in love?
I wish I were not. . .

24. with whom?
he doesn’t know..

25. do u have a bf/gf?
I don’t

26. why?
nyek…

27. are you a hopeless romantic?
hopelessromantic???? There are times

28. do you get tired of loving ?
I wish I would . . don’t know why, but I don’t. . .

29. who has changed your view about loving?
what? Too much pain in the neck [shit!] and my physics 21 class .. but actually, “he� has

30. message to your loved one?
"Naaley."
"Tommorow."

>BEWARE!!!!!!!

Beware.

What was that I just wrote? Doesn't need further explanations I think. The sentence explains itself... Well... nothing really. Today's no extra ordinary except that my next "putangina" will be my ten thousandth in a span of five hours. I'm not really good in estimations but I think this time, I'm short.