>definition of undefined

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Now I konow.
Now I understand.
Somehow.
A little.
I hope.
I have found the rationality behind me and him (as if there’s me and him in reality nga!). anyways, as I have said, about the rationality… now I can explain what makes me love him this much. I’ve finally found the answers to my questions.
Now I see rationality. . I am sane. I am sanely fallin’. Hehe..:D This one’s different from before, more acceptable in some ways (kahit sa totoo lang, there is nothing acceptable here! =( sad.=[ ) yah… there is explanation….. somewhat… in some ways…. Still I’m sad…. But at least I’m happy.,..
Now I know.
It’s not just his eyes (that creates smile in my eyes too)….
It’s not just his stares (at me?!) bwahaha… the way he looks that melts my toes… the whole of me. (tudung! ).
I am certain. Not only the way he makes me laugh (as if first hand!).
Not his corney jokes (as if directly to me).
Not even his hi-tech 5110celllphone.
Not only that red shirt (his favorite)
Not the way he would just sleep on wrong places and wrong times.
I know its not just his sweet voice. (haha..why am I grinning like this?) I really am so sure.
I know. Not that white shirt. nor that green one...there is more to this.
Too much that it thrives more than skin deep.

That too much I now have a thought of….
A little grasp of in my hands.
That may or may not
suddenly disappear sooner.

Now I know.
At least.

>>c